Same old shit!

Ok.. I know this is the only time again that I'm able to make an entry but pardon me guys because I honestly don't know what to write down.. as usual I still feel so down.. haven't wrote it down but what I felt felt then until now is still the same.. SAME OLD SHIT!!! promise hirap na ko with my situation.. I feel so down bout everything that's happening! got no work.. my dad's dying.. financially wise we're having a lot of problems.. friends? well.... not in good terms.. I damn miss my old life guys.. please give me insights.. I need it please!